Life = perfect right now, well, as far as perfect has ever seemed. Though life should be hell, I'm rather enjoying looking toward how things will be in the future than dwell on how dredful things are in the home atmosphere. Mum, my brothers, and I have been growing a lot closer as the divorce is drawing near, and I really can see this as a great thing for us, even though divorce is a really sad thing to think about.
I met a wonderful guy on my Europe trip that I went on last month, and our relationship has been...uplifting to say the least. I never thought I'd ever find someone quite like him, and have him care for me unconditionally. He knows the darkest part of me but he always seems to view things as in a more positive light, I admire him for this.
My mother approves of him, which is amazing, to say the least, I was afraid she would frown upon any guy I ever took home, but she really likes him and we've talked several times about having him over for various occasions. He's really special. He makes me so very happy, more so than any other person I've met.
The downside to this? The only time I ever seem to post any decent art is when I'm depressed lol maybe that will change?
Things will be chaotic with school for the next few weeks, I'm prepping for an AP exam and trying desperatly to get that 4.0
maybe I'll settle for a 3.8 lol
